I'm going home after 12th June. I can't wait to finish this goddamn attachment.
'Home' with meals ready. Home with clothes instantly pressed. Home with driver stand-by.
Home where I don't worry about money. Home where I can talk on the phone for 'hours' and not to worry about 'bills'. Home I can get up without alarms. Home with nobody to wake me up (this is a bit exaggerating as my mom would wake me up sometimes :D)
Alright but I'm still a 'princess' at Home.
Wow ... that sounds really great to me. Can you believe it?
Of course, even a fool could know going home and being 'student' again is much much more better than being stuck in this small island for 'nobody' , struggling with underpaid salary. Getting up very early in the morning or going to bed really late. That's terrible.
Oh my god, How silly I was to have thought ' to (anyhow) get married' and stay here? Especially when boyfriend is not willing to offer a helping hand , rather wanting me to go back instead. Yes, it was ridiculous. But, believe me, it , no longer, is.
Oops ... I'm late for work!
Comments (2)
aww ... you sound so bitter. i hope it's just a phase and you can work it out later.
of course, you should work it out.
you have to let him know your feelings. i mean, if he doesn't know, let him know. if he's ignoring it, make him stop. you should probably take some time and talk what you feel, and be honest.
for me, i really think you should talk.
@kyalzinlay - :
Come on. He doesnt need me. He couldn't know me better. He knows my feelings by reading this blog. I also sent him a letter. He read this blog last night and asked me "So, what are all those written in your blog?". Can you believe he asked me as though I had committed some mistake. 